She never really understood what it was that he wanted... They had met at an interview, she went to his company to get a job and instead she fell in love with her potential boss. Since the first time they saw each other she knew she wanted him to be hers.
She was in the room watching him doing his job and all she could think of was that look in his eyes, his voice that was so warm, that odder that was just making her want to close her eyes and travel to secret places with him...He was just driving her crazy. His eyes were shinning like two stars that stood out of a whole mess of stars in that black sky of hers. But it was an accidental touch that caused the explosion in her mind.
He never looked at her in a special way, but she knew she could win him over. She did everything he ever asked for, she even did more. She was always punctual and taken care of, she was happy and smiling all the time. Always inviting everyone to go for a drink after work, just so he would say yes, just for once at least!
After a couple of months he made a move… A tiny little one, but... it was still a move! He had added her on that messenger thing. Some day he started chatting with her. He was such a different person through the net than he was at work. He was not that cold and indifferent guy -which she still liked-, he was caring and asking her about herself instead. Not that he was being sweet or anything, not even close to that! He was all trying to sound smart, finding ways to freak her out and trying to excuse himself for having started a conversation out of nowhere. What he didn't know was that Jessica was not as of a kid as he thought. Maybe she was a lot younger but she was still pretty attracted by challenges. It was the biggest challenge for her to make him confess he had noticed her or maybe even better to make him ask her out on a date. So, she did. His efforts to scare her away, just because he himself was scared to death of having any kind of feelings for her, didn’t manage to stop her.
After days of waiting for him to go online and talk to her, and after hours of chatting as if nothing was going on and trying hard to play cool and smart, he finally asked her to go to his place. She said yes without thinking about it twice. She run to her bathroom and made herself look as pretty as possible, she used her favorite perfume, did her hair as she had never done it in front of him before and put on her sexiest underwear. She was absolutely stunning! Jessica knew that it was her only opportunity to make him fall in love with her.
An hour later they were in his car, driving back to his place and getting ready to give this date a head start. They had a couple of drinks while he was persistently making comments about her age, trying to make himself feel more comfortable and at the same time her to regret having accepted his proposal. He didn’t get any of the above done, she was still comfy and he was still having second thoughts about the whole situation they had going on over there.
Though he seemed scared, he touched her hand while she was dragging on about her past relationships. Well, he made the mistake of asking her! He slowly went closer and at a certain point he grabbed her and started kissing her. His movements were so awkward and his kisses so timid. On the other hand she was so sexy and so ready for anything that she helped him -yes, that same guy that was making jokes about her being 10 years younger- get over it. She went on top of him and started unbuttoning his shirt. He carried her to the bedroom and ripped off the shirt she had tried to unbotton, he was too impatient to let her take it off. He started being a beast (in a positive way). He got her naked within seconds and started licking her legs from the toes all the way up. Then he tasted her most intimate place’s juice and it literally drove him crazy. He went inside of her and he was so hard and oh, so big! They tried every position they could think of and they kept on doing it for hours. The whole place was steaming up and they were both so sweaty and sexy. She loved shoving her nails into his skin, licking the sweat off of his neck and grabbing his wet back, touching the line of his spine as he was moving back and forth. He was breathing on her skin and that was turning her on even more. His sighs were getting stronger and stronger and so did he... He made her bend over and as he was doing it to her he was grabbing her from the hair and smacking her ass. He was so hard -not harsh- Jessie started to hurt. He came first and so they stopped. Even though it had been an act of absolute sexual passion there still was a little romance between them. As they were lying down on the bed he was playing with her hair as if he was feeling bad for having grabbed it earlier. She was caressing his skin and he was getting ticklish. They stayed there talking for a while, commenting on the previously done.
The night ended but they kept on seeing each other. She went over to his place a couple more times and the same thing happened over and over again. She really wanted him to fall in love with her; she was starting falling in love with him. Well, actually, that was happening since day one. He didn’t seem to be interested in her in a sentimental way; it was more of a sexual kind of thing to him. The truth is that Jessica was trying hard to find out how the hell his mind was working. It was pretty complicated as they both admitted. Apparently he was making it hard for her on purpose, being terrified of starting something more intimate with her. Not that he was wrong being afraid of the consequences of such a thing; he could be jeopardizing his career.
At work she was completely fine about what had happened even though it was a huge secret. Him instead , he was always mixing other people’s names with hers, he couldn’t look directly at her and he was being awkward and clumsy around her. She enjoyed that a lot because it was the only sign of him remembering what had happened between them.
Even though she wanted to see him again, he didn’t call for quite some time. So she decided that she‘d take her revenge. When he dared to call she decided to spice it up a little and make him realize that sex with her was not only about fucking each other out of his mind. She had him thinking he wanted to see her again and this time: just for dinner. Just to look her in the eye and talk about places they had travelled. With (in their minds) or without each other... But she can still see the stone set in his eyes, sleight of hand and twist of fate, on a bed of nails he makes her wait, and she waits without him. With or without him.